WHAT THE FUCK. I think I'm going to kill someone soon because I am so fucking fed up with everyone and everything and STUPID BITCHES who just can't seem to let the fact that yeah, we fucking dated, A FUCKING YEAR AGO. I wish I could sit here and explain to you how far OVER IT I am, but you would just sit there and tell me that I'm lying and that I'm too scared to tell the truth.
Well, here you go. I know you'll read this sooner or later because you fucking stalk my every fucking move. So here it is.
Yes. I did love him, and I still care about him. He was my first fucking goddamn love, so uh hello, no shit I'm still gunna have feelings for the ding dong. Yeah, I fucking get it that he didn't "understand what the word meant" or whatever bullshit he tried to pull like seventeen years ago when we broke up, but seriously? Who the fuck cares. What we had was forrealz and I digged it and it took me a while to pick myself back up again. So, shoot me. I had a broken heart. Get the fuck over it, I'm HUMAN. And when I say that I still care about him, I mean that I just want the best for him. That's IT.
But seriously? I am okay now. I don't think about him anymore. I don't miss him anymore. And I sure as hell don't wish I was still with him anymore. And yeah, from the shit I used to hear about you two, it made it seem like you treated him like shit. I don't know because I'm not in your relationship, but when about seventy-two people come up to you telling you stories about how you treat him like dirt, I'm gunna start believing it. And yeah, I was jealous. I'll admit it. Because back then, I still wanted to be with him. But how can I put this gently?
I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH HIM ANYMORE. IF I DID, I WOULD TRY TO TALK TO HIM, OR SEE HIM, OR WHATEVER WITH HIM. FUCK THAT, I HAVEN'T SAID TWO WORDS TO HIM SINCE, UHHH, LIKE FOUR MONTHS AGO. SO FUCK OFF!
Kthanksbye.
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